i want pokey stix. now.

"Sometimes, I wish I was smart. I wish I made cures for how people are. I wish I had power. I wish I could lead. I wish I could change the world for you and me."

That's pretty much how I'm feeling right now. Regardless of how corny or stupid it sounds, sometimes a person just wants to feel more in control of themselves. There's a shit ton of uncertainty in this world--maybe that's all i want, certainty.

To know what's coming is pretty much all i want. Now knowing how it will all turn out is killing me.

Ya know what else? I just hate stupid people. Why is everyone today a fucking idiot? People who have no clue what theyre talking about spew shit out of their mouths like a damn faucet. Perez Hilton should be shot in the head. I can't turn on any news outlet and hear an objective opinion to save my life.

I've never wanted to be in Ames so bad in my life. I miss the place so much it hurts. I miss being able to call gumbys at 11 and have pokey stix delivered. I miss just walking on campus and hearing the camponille. I even miss Iowa State's god-awful sports teams.

But i'm done complaining. i hope blink releases their new song soon. mark hoppus has said they'll release it before the tour, which starts soon. I have a feeling it's gonna be epic. But ive been wrong before.

A lot.