rainy day

ever notice how on a rainy day, no ones in a good mood? they might not be in a bad mood, they just arent in a good one. rainy days are just depressing overall. you cant look forward to going out and doing anything because you're just gonna get cold and wet.

take this morning for instance. i got up (late as usual) and looked outside and just got disappointed. had to put on my coat and go out in this shitty, cold weather. immediately i was just aggrivated. so now, once class is over, i have to walk back in it. dumb. i cant even skip my other classes because i have stuff to turn in. dumber.

in other news, i previewed paramores new album Brand New Eyes in iTunes. i am in need of a copy. i dont have money, and cant stream it because of the iowa state network. so, if anyone owns/has it, let me know.

i sang for the first time in front of a person not named chandra the other day. felt awkward. especially when i didnt know the words and it screwed us up. i dont know if ill be ready for open mic night. mostly because im probably going to chicken out. i could do a speech in front of a million people and be fine. but sing? idk.

hopefully it rains that day. that'll give me an excuse not to go.