i depend on me

you just cant depend on people anymore. or maybe just i cant. seems like i cant rely on anyone to come through with the things they tell me they will do. whether its calling me back, meeting me somewhere when they say they will, or following through with a plans we've made.

if i want anything done i have to do it myself. doesnt matter what it is. something or someone else is always more important. someones birthday. someone elses party. or just something else they would rather do than what they planned with me. whatever. i guess im just tired of it.

oh well i guess.



this steve mcnair thing is fucked up. im guessing the woman he was with went crazy and killed herself and him. sad. mcnair was the toughest qb in the history of the nfl, bar none. brett favre couldnt hold a candle.

shits comin out about mcnair that people didnt want to find out. id say people should leave him and his family alone, but i realize this is the american media, and theres no way anyone will. in the end i just feel for his kids and wife. tough way to find those things out.